I hate that I'm missing things, and losing things. Part of my preference for ICQ is the fact that it maintains an extensive history. Without that history, I wouldn't have this:

I dream of a girl whose tears will heal me. Who will touch my sadness and soothe it away with gentle strokes. And only in my darkness will she shine.

It probably doesn't mean anything, but I'd totally forgotten it. Not that it existed, but what exactly I said.

And I sit here, falling apart piece by time, and I don't really know what I want to do about it.

recent....
2002-05-24 - I want a girl....
2002-05-23 - No mommy no!
2002-05-23 - Postcards.
2002-05-21 - Comments and sayings.
2002-05-17 - Stupid english tricks.